the people are all messed up because their supply is drying can't toke the medicine while sitting in that cell dying mary's crying with us
tell me to believe in angels winged fantasies, not flesh and blood have faith in the unknown, not known than just maybe you'll be ok, ok? immaculately saved for the day mary's questioning with us
keep on smoking our earths med's that's the angel here on earth call it marijuana, call it anything just inhale the angellic smoke than exhale that big fat toke mary's smoking with us
this sacrament has been forever guild of stoners for every generation building bridges between the people merely causing us to invade fridges mary's munching with us
smell the bud and spread the love don't hate the plant for what its worth many natural wonders it can do no potheads ever gonna hurt you only an alcoholic will floor you remember mary's smoking with us
believe in reality you can clearly see have knowledge of the herbs clearly put here for you and me natural meds at its best mary's stoned with us
My life as of late has been pretty good. I am happy. I haven't written in the old L.J. in a really long time. :O{ So much recent experiences, so much good times, trips, and so much memories I have not shared.
I got paid today. I have to pay a $60 speeding ticket from when Mike and I went to Winnipeg. I also have to pay another $40 one, all I can say is that school zones drive me nuts. Oh, I work at toy sense. It's only two minutes away from my house so its really convenient during break[420]time.
This is a good site, I would have sex with Antonio in an instant. ;] Celebrity Fantasy Match? Antonio Banderas, because you would enjoy the carnal sensual experience of being sexually awakened by a powerful man.
The Sensual Aquarius
Romantic Ritual: The Kama Sutra Experience
Ultimate Aquarius Celebrity: John Travolta
You are among the people most likely to: Be arrested for having sex on the beach. (Aquarian lovers like to do it outdoors.)
The truth is…
Your creativity is deep. For you, love means freedom and sex is timeless.
It feels totally natural for you to surrender into love. You need the space to create, the freedom to feel, and the permission to experiment. Sounds wonderful. You love adventure but understand the importance of taking time to explore, connect and investigate on every level with your lover.
You were born to love and be loved.
What makes you such a sensational treat?
You have a knack for seeing things as they really are. It gives you the ability to laugh during an orgasm and cry during a sunset. Opposing forces find harmony with you. You are a life-scientist who understands the order underlying the seeming chaos of our universe.
How to seduce you?
Patience is the password. Genuine friendship is the secret gateway. With you, true love happens when two friends fall in love. You like the idea of interest before intimacy.
For you, the most important foreplay is friendship.
You enjoy romantic rituals that are based very much on mutual interest. You like doing things together - like cooking a gourmet meal, spending time in the Rockies, flying kites in Central Park, or swimming with the dolphins. Whatever you do, you want to enjoy the feelings of connection before feeling comfortable enough to totally open up.
Celebrity Fantasy Match? Antonio Banderas, because you would enjoy the carnal sensual experience of being sexually awakened by a powerful man.
Your Best Romantic Ritual? The Kama Sutra Experience. This is the Tantric ritual for women that awakens sexual interest and arouses sex-energy.
I feel sexy, beautiful and loved all at the same time. Life is going great right now. I cannot complain. Why should any of us complain? We live in the 1/3 world, complaining is selfish, it could always be worse. I am really trying to be a more positive person. I'm trying to be nice (even more nice!) and inclusive to everyone I see. I hate when people put down others without even knowing them on the inside, doing so by only looking at the vain outside of them, it's BULLSHIT! Yet, sometimes its strangely understandable so I guess you cannot escape it totally. I just don't want to reduce people down by their appearance alone like I see happening all the time. Why must people notice the differences between us? Cannot get along unless everyone gives up doing so...
ps. Any else going to the METAL SHOW at the office this thursday?? GO! GO! GO!
A star falls down from the darkened sky Where new worlds are born and die Kingdom Animalia watches its approaching glow What it means is soon to be known
Beneath the lovely birch honeymakers build their nest in peace On the savannah a lion licks a wounded gnu To honor this moment even the heavens cease Giant spiders learn how to swim With whales they form a united kin
Snakes say hello to the rats on the ground In the meadows play merrily the fox and the hound
Trilobite & Anymalocharis The prey and the hunter Survival of the fittest Fall of Man
Seadrops foam all empty human skulls Those on the shores of Atlantis Darwin's resurrection is witnessed By turtles he used to play with
Healed and happy She oversees The Mother The tyrant's return to the sea
I have loved Nightwish since Turnerloose first told me about them long ago. I have been getting heavier and heavier into European metal. I especially love the bands with female singers, they sing all opera style and its just makes me feel so good. The lyrics are awesome to read, like a mini story each song, it's poetry. Bands I am really into right now are Epica, Theatre of Tragedy, Tristania, Iced Earth, among many others.. like good ole Misfits! <3 Mike caught me singing Last Caress at the top of my lungs yesterday, funny shit.
Wed, 05/23/07, 08:00 PM, Les Claypool, First Avenue, Minneapolis, MN Sun, 06/17/07, 06:30 PM, Deftones Myth, Maplewood, MN
Ritch 1. English: variant spelling of Rich. 2. Altered spelling of German Ritsch, probably from a short form of a Germanic personal name based on ric ‘power(ful)’ or hrod ‘renown’; or an altered spelling of Swiss German Rütsch, Ruetsch, from Alemannic short forms of Rudolf.
So Bob and I got the computers worked out and I helped him move the rest of his things to his mom's shop. I'm super sensitive so sometimes I just feel so sad from the whole thing, cause I really loved Bob. But I just know that were just gonna start hating eachother more and more. This room in my parents house is just to small for two people. I know everything will work out for the both of us. My back hurts right now, it sucks.
Please everyone take a minute to write you MP! Help out the Stolen Sisters campaign. Did you know that in Thunder Bay alone, 25 Native women have gone missing in the past 5 years?! These are real people who have vanished from our city. Please write our MP and let him know that you won't stand for this anymore, take action! The more letters he gets, the more he's gonna listen. The letter is already prepared, all you have to do is put a little information about yourself. Everyone please do this!
WoW is the best game ever! Now i'm going to have to buy it every month. I need a credit card, but I don't want to get one. Bah humbug!
Bob's going out tonight and i'm playing you know what. Anyone have any RAM for sale?? I only have 128MB on my second computer and it's hardly runs WoW. Everything is slow and choppy. Errol told me check used stores but I don't know which ones to go too, I hate driving around town looking for something. Any suggestions?
I wonder how many hundreds of thousands of dollers went into this court case?
"The Supreme Court judges ruled that both Mi'kmaq and Maliseet people logged wood on those lands long before Europeans arrived in North America.
The judges said records show the wood was historically used for shelter, transportation, tools and fuel. It was key to native people's survival.
"A practice undertaken for survival purposes can be considered integral to an aboriginal community's distinctive culture," the judges wrote in their summary."
Umm, it takes the supreme court to allow Natives to use wood? Indians can get charged for going into the bush (their home since time immoriel), chopping down and tree, and building a home. I didn't know chopping down wood for your own personal use is illegal! That just blew my mind because I remember so many times where my family just did that very thing. It reminds me of living in Ogoki Lake watching my dad and uncles put together a log cabin. Indians can't use wood... THEY TOOK AWAY OUR WOOD!? That is taking the very soul out of the culture. Indigenous peoples used every part of the tree for everything you could imagine. When I went to the Royal BC Museum in Victoria, BC I saw so many baskets made out of spruce-root. There were also cedar bark cloaks and dresses. It was just amazing to see how they lived in complete harmony with the environment. All this was seen through their material culture. However, I must say that I felt really sad at the end of it all and at this moment I still feel sad. Museum's to me remind me how an entire world was forever lost. Soon that "new world" will be forever lost too, this time "forever ever" as andre 3000 would say. hahaha
Anyways, heres that article I was talking about before I started rambling on...
Top court upholds aboriginal logging rights on Crown land
Thats where I used to live. I've gone back a couple times since we moved away. I really REALLY want to go this summer. I'm gonna see if my grandma or any of my aunties or cousins are heading up there. I want to go by boat too because I don't remember ever doing it. Apparently I did a bunch of times and I used to sleep on a mat in the bottom of the boat. It's a long journey, but I'm itching for adventures.
Check out my uncle John's website. He owns a tourist camp on Ogoki Lake now... I should ask him to give me a summer job... great ideaaa! I would love to go out there with Igor for the entire summer. http://www.ogokilakeoutfitters.com/
In other news.. Does anyone ever find that you ever get crushes on other people even though your in love with someone else? Right now I miss one of my friends and I just want to talk to him more because I miss talking to him. We used to talk at least once in a while, you know on a regular basis, but now it seems like I talked to him once in the past month and then before that it was a long time of no talk whatsoever because he was out of town. I just miss my friend?! Sometimes I wish I wasn't in a relationship so that I could just date whoever. That is definitly selfish to say. I would'nt ever hurt Bob like that because he's always been faithful to me. But there's nothing wrong with thinking about another person is there? Fantasy is ok! Blah, I feel sexually frustrated at this moment. haha
I have an exam tommorow at 9. I better get to fucking sleep. Goodnight.
I'm watching Al Gore's film "An inconvenient truth" and now I just feel shitty. Everyone should seriously see this movie. It's heart breaking. It makes me feel like a shitty person. I have been such a wasteful person and I continue to be so to this day. As people walk around this earth I drive around. I enjoy luxuries in this life while people steal food and die from malnutrition. I eat everyday. I smoke weed in excess. I drink to try to have a good time not to cover up my pain. I help kill rain forests and coral reefs. We all do. Every little reduction in co2 helps. Watch this movie, see the oceans rise and think of the millions of people who will and have died because of global warming. What can we do..?
The special features of the movie is talking about GIANT JELLY FISH. There finding them in the 1000's under the sea, whereas 10 years ago there was only 1 or 2 of these giant "plagues" as Gore says. Anyways, this earth is dying. It's used up. Personally, I think it's to late. No collective action we could ever do will ever be enough right now. Intense global warming could be slowed down but the devastating results are inevitable. The earth is used up and in my generations lifetime (you and me) will see a global storm like nothing we've ever seen before. Our earth will continue to heat up until the oceans and seas rise up and millions are displaced and die. We are putting to much pressure on mother earth. Next time I get lazy over washing a can for recycling i'm gonna think twice. I should have been an environmentalist..
If we all look outside right at this moment we can see global warming taking place. Global warming is the earth heating up because of co2. When I was a little girl there was triple the amount of snow on the ground at this time. There is little snow because the earth is heating up. There's been so much recording breaking heatwaves and temperatures in the past year. Huge lakes around the world have literally dried out! ANARTICA AND GREENLAND ARE MELTING! Wtf? Melting countries and continants....... melting in recording numbers?... places which have been frozen for thousands and thousands of years. The opposite of the ice-age is next, our earth is going to burn up and ignite into a ball of fire. That is after having a world full of tornados, hurricanes, forest fires, heatwaves, droughts, etc. The documentary does an excellent job at making global warming seem REALLY real.
I'm scared for this earth but I accept it because we fucking asked for it. No one ever taught me how to recycle in elementary school. I was'nt raised in a society that taught me to reduce, resuse, and recycle. I was born to be a wasteful disgusting human being that thinks it's ok to use things in excess when others around the world are dying and when this earth itself is dying.
I'm often told that with knowledge comes responsibility. But what can I do when I feel no hope? No hope for this humanity anymore. Like I feel that mother earth wants to hold on to us but she cannot so she must make the ultimate sacrifice. She will kill millions of humans to survive herself, so that she can survive for 7 generations; in doing so, hopefully she will survive for a new kind of race. One that appreciates the earth and doesn't try to control and harness its powers, but lives in harmony with it. What can I do when the people you are trying to convince about the issues will not fully listen or deny there is even a problem? What can I do when I feel trapped in a society that only cares about money, beauty, tv, games, music, and having a good time. Now that I know, what will I do? What can I do that could ever be enough?
Classes end tommorow for this midterm, exams start next week. I have 4 exams, a food security paper, and a interview with Sarah then i'm kind of free. I still have to work on redoing that essay I fucked up on and I wanna apply for a lot of bursaries. Maybe start looking for a cool summer job, start writing cover letters and resumes. I know I won't have time to do any of that once school starts up again in January. As for the interview, I don't know what kind of questions Sarah's going to ask me and i'm kind of nervous. I've never been interviewed before. I'm being interviewed because I identify with being an Aboriginal person, which I definitly do. However, I do have white privalege, meaning that I definitly do not live with the systematic discrimination to the extent that other Aboriginal women do. I have faced people who have wanted nothing to do with me because I was Native, but it was only a few experiences. I am educated in my culture and history of Aboriginal people. I knew I was an Ojibway since I was a little girl, same with French, but I identify with being an Indian because it's where I get my strength from. I just want to make sure I give Sarah enough material to work with. I just hope it goes good. I start watching Gizmo tommorow for ten days so i'll be going into hermit mode, not like I don't allready. He's a crazy little humper so I hope I can settle him down. He's so annoying when he starts humping. ps. Igor just fell off the bed!! lol
I found that i've been reading the news more since I started my methods and approaches applied to IL class and political science. So expect more news articles...
( A national network of advocacy groups released a report on Friday that paints a bleak picture of poverty facing First Nations children in Canada. ) My thoughts about the report? It will most likly be ignored by our federal government as well as the rest of the world. It could perpetuate negativities like 'Native's don't know how to take care of their kids, so we have to do it for them' attitudes. This report could potentially lead social workers into systematically discriminating against native mothers and fathers. I'm afraid of going into social work for that very reason. What if I fuck up? I will be taking children away from their family. This is something that will impact thier entire life. Sometimes I feel like I should be taking something else? But what? my only other interest is indigenous learning and if I don't get into 3rd year than I guess ill major in IL and try SW again next year. Fuck, I feel like i'm forced into making all of these crazy decisions that is supposed to help me in the future, but I don't even know if this is what I want. I never grew up wanting to be anything specific. I was a dreamer and I dreamt that I could be all things. I didn't think I could do one thing for my whole life and now it seems like I always have been and I might always will. How fucking depressing..
Anyways, on a happier note! I took the girls (i.e. my cousins) out for a hike today in the paths behind LU and the cemetary. We had the dogs with us and it was hard getting them in the car at first. Gizmo is just a bit older than Igor and he always trys to fucking hump Igor. It's soooo annoying. He's just got neatured like a couple of weeks ago, they should have just done it when he was 4 months old! I've only seen Igor hump once, he humped the big german shepard. It was hilarious, but as soon as I told him no he never did it again. I hope I can get Gizmo to stop his urges when he gets here.
I got 8 cool documentaries about Natives tonight from LU. I've watched them all so i'm gonna go back tommorow and get more. I love the library... creepy I know.
Here are some random pictures from my summer, i'll be scanning more eventually.
I got Igor in March so he basically kicked off my summer.In these pictures he's about 4 to 5 months old. He's gonna be one year old this coming November 10. My room doesn't look that lame anymore either. I finally painted it green.
Emissions goal decades away Proposed law makes no mention of Kyoto Protocol Oct. 19, 2006. 11:22 AM DENNIS BUECKERT CANADIAN PRESS
OTTAWA — The Conservatives released the centrepiece of their "made-in-Canada" environment agenda Thursday — a Clean Air Act that would cut greenhouse gas emissions in half, but not until 2050.
The bill, aimed at dispelling the notion that Tories are soft on the environment, sets no short-term targets for cutting greenhouse emissions. In the long term, it says the government will seek to cut emissions by 45 to 65 per cent by 2050.
In the interim, the government will set so-called "intensity targets" which would require industry to reduce the amount of energy used per unit of production, without placing a hard cap on emissions.
Regulations for large polluters would begin in 2010 and the government is giving itself until 2020 to set national emissions-cutting targets for the pollutants that cause smog.
The proposed law, which is certain to get a rough ride from opposition parties who say it's far too weak, makes no reference to the Kyoto Protocol even though Canada remains a party to the treaty.
In the coming year, the government will introduce regulations to reduce emissions from motorcycles, outboard engines, all-terrain vehicles and off-road diesel engines. Officials were unable to say what proportion of Canada's emissions come from those sources, or by how much they will be reduced.
The intention will be to synchronize Canadian regulations with those of the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency. New rules for the fuel efficiency of cars and trucks will be established by 2010.
On the sensitive issue of targets for large industrial emitters, the government is moving cautiously, with a three-phase consultation process in coming years.
The previous government already held three years of consultations on regulation of large emitters, which account for about half of Canada's greenhouse pollution.
The Clean Air Act will transfer a number of substances that were previously defined as toxic under the Canadian Environmental Protection Act to a new category labelled "air pollutants."
Critics say this shift is almost certain to result in a constitutional challenge. The wording used in the act had been tested before the Supreme Court, while the new wording has not been tested.
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